Note to Self

Allen Carr wrote about smoking when he'd stopped smoking a long time, after it became his life's work to help other people, like you infact.
You don't have to keep smoking in order to write about it but I'm beginning to worry that you are using blogging as a mechanism to carry on. Smoking that is, not writing. Writing you can carry on doing that.
You wrote a post 'Support from friends' in your notebook, start transferring all your thoughts to your notebook.
It's normal when you are stopping something you love or something you think you need to be completely obsessed with it. Remember when you let blogging go in November? That's when you started a new notebook.
Let the thoughts pass while you're stopping smoking, pass it on to paper, you can always transpose it on to here another time. Wouldn't it be nice to succeed at something you'll say you'll do, so many things you've started on here, so many ideas, like the postcard.... but all that can wait for its time too, if its time comes to pass, if its meant to pass.

Take a rest now, it's been a busy morning
Go outside and chugg a big gobful of Nico Teen.
Yes I know you don't fancy it right now
but it's the only way we're going to get the message through
that soon we won't fancy it at all.