Instinctively I know that my writing will go in two directions before the end of week when Stiggers and I will take a break.
One is SEX (Oh stigs, love, love baby, let's stay and talk about that, explore that...we've never done that, not really, not positively, hopefully, beautifully, naturally, our confidence only just beginning, so fragile..)
The other is THE USUAL CRAP
I have to mention THE USUAL CRAP because if I am going to blame myself for what I am going through, I believe the cause is not SEX but THE USUAL CRAP.
THE USUAL CRAP is making us all ill and who can change things?
Who won't change things?
Who must therefore change things?
I will have to go and put Stiggers' words into action. All her words, be they SEX or THE USUAL CRAP, and do something positive with her/my knowledge.
Now I must go away and figure how to post it. Which should I focus on first? Oh dilemmas...they are the making of one's life, no?
Thank you for listening and have a good day.