Playing catch with court orders.

Bailiff's Order from the London County Courts, due any time soon.
Parental Responsibility Order from Brighton County Courts. Due to appear 17th August.

This is the shit I am juggling.

I need to catch something positive. I need to.

I'm going to go out and get fucked again tonight like I did last night. Then no more Al Cohol, OK?
No more. I can't let you destroy me too.

I need a clear head to catch the good things that will come. They have to.

I'm going to pray. There is nothing more that I can do.

My son my sun, my boy my buoy, I love you.